My Thoughts Runneth Over

Never have and never will I ever be An “Anything” type of woman I promise you! I would never be treated like one So if you have that planted in your head I will snatch it out by the roots You cannot treat me like anything Then expect me to give you everything That’s not how I operate That is not how I move That is not how I was brought up No need for debate I can take anything I am built for war I will battle with the best of them However, if you think I am not equipped To handle all the shit Then soon you be sitting defeated with the rest of them I am covered completely You need an entire army to reach me On everything! Please be seated I am conqueror Please check my resume Titled “I will not be defeated” -Shaye 2019

When the chaos is too much When you losing focus losing touch When things a no longer making sense When the smallest of things seem intense It is time to take time When everyone has something to say When you cannot get the words on when you pray When you want it all too just go away When you want to leave and want to stay It is time to free your mind Retreat, just leave, with you just be Go and deal with you, just breathe Don’t worry about who says what to who Worry about healing, worry about you To heal you have to be real with it Pray and be with it as long as it takes To start healing you have to acknowledge the ache The frustration, the anger the heartbreak Stop putting pain to bed and allow it to wake And deal with it Shaye 2019

Fight! Fight for your life Fight for your Husband, your Wife Fight for your place in this universe Fight before you flee even through the hurt Fight for what you deserve See sometimes wants and needs merge The bad and the good energies in your soul submerge And you forget your worth, you lose sight And other people’s opinion invade and takes flight Stop....breath Go...leave Search for clarity and seek the truth Pray to your God to find the root And without anyone, you decide Without ego without pride Search inside for rediscovery Ask for healing and spiritual recovery Fight before you flee for your family For your friendships, relationships, for your sanity For mental, physical and emotional health But most of all happiness...fight for yourself Shaye 2019  # InspiredByAGoodFriend